okay so i havent really been studying much chinese
but i am damn sick of it la.
i just know im gon get a b3, again
i cant wait for the damn paper to be over
im even looking forward to doing my holiday homework!
hahahaha
and parent teacher dialogue tomorrow
hur hur hur
enough!
im out.
update for tuesdayhad the last day of chinese intensive
then dance all the way till after school
went for lunch with the dancers
then to novena with jo to buy something
HA!
update for wednesdaystoned in the hall from 8am to about 11am.
went down to kallang for rehearsal for the ij heartbeat at noon.
and rehearsal only started at like, 3?
shared the dressing room with rgym and ics.
studied a bit of chinese.
the dance was quite screwed up cos there was too much smoke
anyway, went to eat with lydia kyna mabel andrea lyn keisha after the rehearsal
the usual place la! :)
update for thursdayleft for kallang at about 8am
and again, started rehearsal at 10 plus.
keisha and vk's moms came to do makeup for us
and lydia did all our hair!
chee wei showed us the way to get to our respective doors for the phantom part and damn, it was scary please! no lights and all that.
the performance was at about 7ish
eeeeeee the first part was gross please.
totally screwed up.
but the phantom part was damn cool!
okays, me kyna mabel lyn keisha and vk had to walk in from the audience
and the people were like ahh! where did they come from.
HAHAHA. it was damn funny please. :D
went to newton with kyna lydia nor mabel andrea vk and mitch
reached home at about 12 plus.
hoho.
update for yesterdaydidnt go for founders day mass
was like, sick
and i couldnt wake up anyway.
HOHO.
jo came over
and guess what,
we didnt study.
i fell asleep while she was watching tv. HAHA.
update for todayTHANK YOU to majo, aldric, girlfriend, mitch, kyna, yiyang, nicholas, vk, ash, lalee, gideon, jacinta, mindy, amanda, sinyee, michael, keisha, callixta, georgy, eirene, clar, conny
most importantly to
mabel lee may and joanna goh xue ting for coming to my house with a cake please. :)
and to jo: THANK YOU for the sunflower and the adidas cap. i love it please! HAHA, love! :D
girlfriend, vic, lalee: thankyou for the flowers. :)
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I cant keep picturing you with
himAnd it hurts so bad.fuck off and leave mealone.
tanning on the rooftopsoak up the sun!
sunburnt.its all good thoughokay, goodbye.song of the day - joanna, kool and the gangan attempt to erase
every memory that bears your name
and what was once forgotten
well now it has all become dust
yet i pray for its resurrection
when i should just accept
and come to terms with its demise
an attempt to hate you
for my deepest scar
cause what we had are now just fragments
my blood flowed from your hands
heartless and soulless. you couldn't care less
you drove these splinters deeper
why won't i let you die
your razors. my wrist
my tears. your kiss
and here i lie. cold and pale
nothing you can say will be enough, no
nothing you can say will be enough
to cure these papercuts and broken hearts
these words replace my tears
each letter a pound of hatred
but they quickly fade away
as i glance in your direction
i'll choke on them
once you're gone
HOT STUFF.I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you, so
I should have held on tight
I never shoulda let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
Cause I didn't know you
Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt
The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, cause baby
(We belong together)
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong togetherWho else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together
And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine
we had DANCE on tuesday. :)
got to skip abit of lessons
gon have this short bit of dance/acting before our syf item
quite cool, except that its kinda hard to get what andrew is saying cos he doesnt really count.
anyway, i dontknow how we're gon finish the whole musical by the kallang showcase next THURSDAY. yeahh.
update for yesterdaypretty slack day,
had one period of physics, two periods of chinese (compo then i fell asleep), two free periods after recess spent sitting on the floor outside class talking to mitch and jacinta, and bio.
the acjc people came over to give a talk,
and all me and jacinta could think about
was something else. HAHA.
update for todayhad dance again
finished up the bit before syf, and the part with the bballers
yeahhhh its all good.
i think?
cept that i get easily annoyed
but ah, heck
went tanning on my rooftop
for about 20min
then the stupidd clouds started to gather.
at least i got a teeeeeny tiny bit tanner. just a lil bit!
and i aint gon even mention my results so far,
especially my CHINESE,
which just killed me big time.
its good dancing with all the syfers again :)
dontcha wish your girlfriend was hot like me oooh, ah!and besides the fact that our dance is REALLY messy and horrible and i forgot alot of my steps i can still split! yeahhh
only about a week left with them.
then the sec fours are gon retire from dance.
ah! :/
if ya'll see MISS KEISHA SRINIVASAN selling food etc during recess,
PLEAS BUY FROM HER cos we're raising money for
dance.okay, okay?
HOT SHITmmmmm
im goin down down baby, yo' street in a Range Rover
Street-Sweeper baby, cocked, ready to let it go
shimmy shimmy cocoa what? listen to it loud
light it up and take a puff, pass it to me now
10 random things about me:
- im basically a neat freak
- i always wear my left sock, then my right
- im in lurrrrrrve with qi yuwu
- i like green
- i used to be really quite bimbotic, yes i admit it, the word is USED TO
- i have a fetish for puma bags, i dontknow why exactly
- im a narcissist
- i keep those m&m mini bottles
- i cant live without kfc's iced tea
- i am bored.
9 places i've visited:- czech republic
- perth
- canada
- bangkok
- berlin
- london
- malaysia
- sentosa
- los angeles
8 things i want to do before i die:
- get rich
- go for hardcore hiphop lessons
- tell mabel that she'll always be my boo :)
- write a list of things to be given to whoever
- tell someone the truth
- pierce my tongue
- sleep for 24 hours straight
- spend time with my bestfriends
7 ways to win my heart:- have a face like qi yuwu, bod like qi yuwu, tan like qi yuwu, hair like qi yuwu
- make me laugh please
- be romantic, but not until the eeyer stage
- be nice to me thankyouverymuch
- actually
- i
- dontknow.
6 things that annoy me:- my parents
- when my com's not working
- when its raining
- my dog
- my stupid spoilt irritating annoying keypad
- messy handwriting
5 things im afraid of:- my dream coming true
- finding out the truth
- ghosts! hoho.
- pain
- shitass results
4 favourite hangouts:- dance studio
- jo's house
- lalee's house
- my own house
3 things i do everyday:- brush my teeth
- eat
- sleep
2 things i want to do right now:- GO SHOPPING.
- DANCE, please!
1 person i want to see right now:
- my boo. :D
wa, im finally back!
my mom's been hiding the cable
ah, whatever
jo came over on thurs and fri
watched honey, dance drama night dvd, you got served, centerstage
movie marathon please!
hurr.
FINALLY gon see mabel the lee may on monday
:D
its been like, a week!
hoho.
my birthday's in like, 13 days.
ha, green crumpler or puma bag?
keisha makes me happy. :)
and i make her happy too.
right, right?
uploaded new pics
Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I want to go home
May be surrounded by
A million people,
I Still feel all alone, just want to go home
Oh I miss you, you know
michael buble is so addictive. :)
sentosa today, no sun la please.
went to watch house of wax with jo and stef
wa, it was damn cold inside the theatre
and the show was fakking scary, and damn gruesome also.
eeyerr.
me and jo down there fainting already.
HUR.
Some day, when I'm awfully lowWhen the world is coldI will feel a glow just thinking of youAnd the way you look tonightIt touches my foolish heartLovely, don't you ever changeKeep that breathless charmWon't you please arrange it?Cause I love youJust the way you look tonightwent to jo's house today!
NANA :D
she's sooo cute
and stupid jo made her cry okay.
she kept eating my peach mints. HUR
filed all the accounts notes!
WHOA. (besides a few sheets of missing paper)
im good ah.
Who else am I gon lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong togetherupdate for yesterday:
had lit paper, can die please.
couldnt finish writing all my essays
went to bishan cartel to study with mabel, jo and jacinta
lalee and terri came after that
went to meet molesto at far east with jacinta
waited for her friend to finish cutting his hair
haha, he's one funny guy please
speaks damn softly with a weird accent (he's from indo)
went for mass!
-faints please.
and no other comments.
geog paper today.
map reading was like, totally crap please.
went to tp with jo and jacinta, then jacinta left
went with jo to meet her cousin
HAHA, no comments.
we saw fiona xie.
went to lalee's house
watched bring it on
WHOA, eliza dushku is damn hot please!
and the eye
i was like, fainting away with lynette
and jo and lalee were acting brave.
lalee kept stuffing us with food
haha, and si hui is damn cute! :D
yeah,
this for all my mixshow DJs
underground DJs
and wannabe DJs
who know how to get the party started
then spin it --yeah, that's our new phrase for now
no more: yeah, yeah
get your ass up and hurra
UH!
ice cube baby.
HOHO. :)
went to study at jacinta's house with jacinta and jo.
let me tell you what jo the pig did please.
she ate and ate, then went to sleep, then when she woke up she immediately started eating again. HUR.
and guess what came out for vocab; asphyxiate. HA!
i havent been seeing MY DAILY NECESSITY; my boo; meii; scandal; ahsiao for a goddamn long time - TWO DAYS (world record)
hoho, leemaymabel, do you miss me?
i love mabel
i love jo
i love jacinta
i love lalee
i love girlfriend
i love veekay
i love andrea
i love keisha
i love clar
:)
went to jo's house to 'study' today.
made jo drink alot of vodka with a lil bit of coke
then we got high and started taking alot of scandalous pics
jo got drunk, and she's
still drunk. hoho.
anyhow waste alcohol ah, drink then vomit.
she drove her mom's car la, damnit! and i was freaking out.
i dont like to sit inside a car that jo is driving..... i dont feel safe. HAHA.
oh yeah, NANA (her lil sis) is damn cute!
ah, im in love. :)
dinner at the club.
was too sleepy to eat
drank 3 cups of coffee
and now im even sleepier.
weird?
i love mabel lee may, my boo :)
and i miss my girlfriend
my work of art; twelve midnight
No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I'm with my boo
Girl, you know I'm crazy over you
How do you do it
Make me feel like I do
How do you do it
It's better than I ever knew
You are Stellar.
AH, i can finally blogg again!
this week has been fun, fun and MORE fun.
jo, mabel, jacinta, and andrea came to my house to study on monday.
had the dance syf celebration at seoul garden with mrs zailee and the syfers on tues
it was damn fun!
mabel was being romantic cooking food for me
hoho! :D
got a rose from lydia, kyna and ming
sang songs all the way to the mrt
WHOAAA!
hahahahah.
i love i love.
went back at about 9 plus.
jo, mabel and vk came over to study again on wed.
went to novena to study with jo, vk, lalee and mabel on thurs
like, i didnt really do anything
ah, whatever! hahah.
2nd syf dance celebration on fri at ice cube!
wa, damn shiok please.
chocolate fondue, magic potion, wedges
sat there making a hell lot of noise from 4 till almost 9
PINKIE CAME TOO! :D ahhh.
haha, THANK YOU lydia ming kyna mabel vk andrea keisha jaime khym jiayi nicoletan lyn pinkie and cheewei for making my friday such fun. :)
chinese prelims tomorrow
wa, im damn scared
id like an a please. :)
the worst way to be missing someone is to be sitting right next to her/him,knowing you cant have her/him.had the weirdest dream ever,
i hope its not gon happen in real life.
so many things have been happening,
gon start from the beginning! (it rhymes!)
had rehearsal with greenridge sec, hougang sec, vjc, tjc, and sajc (all zaki's schools) last sunday at kallang
full dress and all, and wa i tell you
all three jcs were damn good!
had dance every single day this week
got to leave class at 1245 on tues cos zaki could only come at 1
mm, THURSDAY, syf day.
my goodness me.
went to school, the sec fours started hair and makeup at 7
and the rest came at 845
it was quite embarrassing, mrs zailee sent me and nicole out to do errands for her and our hair was already done and all. so of course alot of people stared at us.. and also when the dancers went out of the dance studio. :/
anyway, the makeup was damn nice!
plus the accessories, costume, and hair
WHOA. :)
i like!
after makeup and all, did stretching and one round
started dripping, did touch-up
LEFT ON THE BUS.
on the way there everyone was damn nervous.
as in damn damn damn damn nervous.
to the maximum!
zaki met us at the lobby,
told us st nicks and crescent were good.
ahhh, waited backstage for quite long
for the judges to return from lunch
WENT ON STAGE
and screwed up.
crashed into two people,
my bra strap flew off
my arm band dropped off as soon as i started dancing
i lost my balance during the circle thing
BUT i managed to split and smile throughout the entire thing.
goodness me.
we made all kinds of mistakes we never EVER made before.
dinner after that with ming, kyna, andrea, mabel, lyn, and lydia.
by then we were all already sort of *#&$(*&%#
got to spend a romantic 20 mins with lyds, my new lover. :)
couldnt concentrate at all in class on friday
just kept counting down to 230pm
hoho, saw mrs zailee get into her car and drive off at 2.
did physics prac damn quickly then met the dancers in the canteen
waited in the dance studio for mrs zailee to call and tell us the results
and she only called at about 4 plus!
by then we were all dying already la.
and guess what,
WE GOT GOLD.okay, so we didnt get honours
but at least we maintained the standard
was a bit disappointed though
but ah heck. gold is good enough. :D
mabel, andrea, veekay, lydia, kyna, ming, jiayi, isabella, joanne, gretchen, lyn, nicole da silva, nicole tan, jaime, khym, nut and keishaWE DID IT YOU GUYS.
ahh, through blistered feet we bind. :)
i miss you guys already la.
2.4 at rjc yesterday.
met kyna and veekay at bishan,
then lydia's brother sent us there.
it was damn funny in the car, her brother waved to some unknown guy just because they both were subaru owners?! hoho.
ran with ming, kyna, veekay, keisha and lydia.
the smalleys took timing for us.
alright timing la.
if not for my stupid knee.
now ive got a girlfriend, terri
a lover, marianne
another lover, lydia
MY BOO, and pl, mabel :)
my fling, ming (that rhymes)
a boyfriend, nut
and i think thats all.
confusing aye!
cant wait for syf celebration! :D
dance syf is tomorrow.after almost 6 months of (hard) work
it just all boils down to tomorrow
a mere 5 mins on stage.
ah, i cant take this!
damn nervous, excited, scared, worried
i was being irritating today
counting down the hours and mins all throughout school and announcing them to everyone.
heh heh !
last syf practice today
quite sad eh, after spending most of my time with those people
:( gon be so lost without syf after this.
had a 'bonding' session with the syf-ers after practice today.
:) i love!
syf isnt all about just getting a gold is it?
OKAY. stop thinking of the medal colour. hahaha.
i dont want tomorrow to come la.
got our accessories and all today,
got my maid to sew for me.
hurhur!
my costume is damn black due to all the rolling we did at kallang
rah! no time to dry clean also.
at least mrs zailee ironed it.
GOLD. with
honours?
dont wanna expect too much
not confident of even securing that gold
much less with honours
but still.i really want that gold for ij dance ensemble.
BIG MAJOR SHOUTOUT TOmabel, veekay, andrea, kyna, ming, lyds, keisha, nicole da silva, nicole tan, joanne, jiayi, isabella, lyn, gretchen, khym, jaime, nutahhhh you guys, syf is in 17 hours. hah alright shall stop scaring all of you.
EHHH, i just know that if we pay attention to the lil details and do our best and full out and everything we CAN do it. okay!
please pack all your things properly, sew your accessories, dont forget anything, drink lots of water, eat a million vitamin pills, then go to bed SLEEP EARLY.
especially for jiayi, get rid of your fever cough and flu! and mabel your swollen toe. and my wonky knee and ming's overstretched leg and all other injuries shall DISAPPEAR!
hoho.
I LOVE YOU GUYS SO DAMN MUCH LA. :D
cause its all in my head
i think about it over and over again
i cant keep picturing you with him
and it hurts so badcause its all in my head
i think about it over and over again
i replay it over and over again
and
i can't take iti cant shake it
i miss my
bestfriends.
it sucks not being able to tell anyone.
2 days to full dress at kallang.
6 days to syf.7 days to syf
results.
no matter what i do
all i think about is you
even when i'm with my boo
girl you know i'm crazy over youapril fools day.
switched classes with 4/9
hahaha!
janny lee came in with her amaths book and all
then she was eh?! am i in the wrong class
miss yap was smarter
she knew 4/9 was in our class so yeah.
finally got our syf costumes today
sleeveless toga and long flowy pants
thai-oriental-indian-ish
pearl white and gold.
not bad i say!
my top and bottom went back for alterations.
zaki didnt come again.
8 practices left to syf.
i love girlfriend! (see, you're first)
i love mabel
i love lalee
i love jo
i love kyna
i love daddy
i love veekay
i love jacinta
i love stoof
i love andrea
i love dawn
i love jen
i love clar
:D
i changed my layout
gon leave it as it is till i think of something nicer
anyway,
I GOT MY BLINGBLING! :D
thanks to jo.
mabel has hers too!
yesterday was DA BOMB!
#1 the waiter. italian. sexy hair.
HOT STUFF.
#2 my puma bag (im getting closer to it i swear)
im happy today. :)
cos no matter how sick i am of syf, dance still rocks
and i got to hug majo, told her how much i miss her.
syf just aint the same without you babe.i am getting more flexible. i think.
yay!
dance four times this week.
im exhausted.
i seriously am..
not only cos of dance but yeah.
stuff.
HULLO!my com's alright again. :)
so i can blogg!
i shall blog about the world expo filming at the blackbox, fort canning.
basically we had to dance for some video la.
andrea, kyna, mabel, lydia, keisha and i. :)
sooo we were all dressed very hip hoppish
and then andrew made us do some weird slow things
then we did hiphop!
whoa you should have seen the change
from dead to energetic!
hahah. town after that with kyna, lydia and mabel
had nicenice gelato! :)
had dance on mon,
stayed back after school on tues,
physics tuition at night,
dance after school on wed,
chinese tuition after that
aackk.
no school on thurs!nutfart, jaime, mabel and jo came over
to watch you got served, a cinderella story
play xbox and ddr
and dance to syf music.
hahaha. :)
went out with
the bestfriends yesterday!
ash finally got a new phone.
YAY YAY YAY :D
had sakae for lunch, walked around, back to nydc
saw so many people at town,
jen, zoe, jo, stef, dawn
gon get that specs from the shop at wheelock
and ive just added about a million things to my wishlist. :)
if there's one thing that i must sayis baby that i care for youand i'll do anything for youbaby what i say is trueyou're beautiful in the sunrisegirl you can be my paradisebut first you must show me that you cansmile for me, girl you're so beautiful to meand i can be your fantasygive you anything you needbaby won't you
out with mabel today
after walking around town..
i finally got this :D
damn nice please.
harhar.
there were so many retarded things to laugh at today
some guy was wearing a mask in taka
and at far east, this father went 'haha, good. fall down.' when his daughter fell down.
HAHHAHA. retarded please.
I WATCHED SPONGEBOB YESTERDAY!
omgggggg. its damn funny please. :D
hahah, i wanna watch it again!
oh oh oh, and i want the big spongebob toy from that shop at cine. forgot the name. patrick star will do fine too. :)
i was like freezing in the cinema
haha stupid mabel took the jacket.
met mindy after the show
she got hair extensions!
pretty cool i say. but i wonder who's hair it was..
hahah strange.
had lunch/dinner with jo and mabel
chicken rice! :)
then walked around
and mabel got the white shades
LOL.
took pics in the photobooth.
haha, it was damn hot and squeezy for three people inside.
then trained back home.
had dance today.
zaki was pissed off with us..
dont know why but all of us were damn tired and all
so syf was screwed today!
there was an audience outside and the worst part was that miss tan came to watch. yes the principal miss tan :/
went to kfc as usual with andrea mabel jo mitch lydia kyna, who met sunlu on the way. haha. left after getting my daily dosage of lemon tea! :)
IM PEELING LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS LA.
omg, my shoulders are like damn brown/red/black now
and it was damn painful up till yesterday
this morning it was alright already
then i realised there were little bubbles on my skin
ahhhhh, damnit la! haha. SO UGLY NOW.
looks damn gross.
sucks please!
and sunday we got the video filming thing.
ahhhhhh. -faints.
i hope everything will finish peeling by next week
then we can go tanning on thurs! ha.
she is such a bitch.
hullo! my com's been dismantled so ive resorted to using my phone to blogg. haha, anyway everythings good :) had lit on mon, then went to the prata house with mabel and jo, then they came ouer to do hw. had dance ytd, then to vks hse where i got redder and more burnt. haha. SPONGEBOB TMR.I CANT WAIT. :D
haha, j+oanna came over with graph paper yesterday
then she just plopped herself on the com chair
and looked at all the pics at mabel's blogg.
retarded please!
after she went back i had tuition
then mabel, veekay, khym, jaime and andrea came while i was still having tuition.
hahah, my tutor was damn funny please.
'eh eh, better go check on your friends. i think they're destroying the bed'
lol, then i had dinner while they just stared at me
talked to nana on the phone!
she's damn cute please. :D
watched simple life, then the sixth sense
went to bed and six of us squeezed on one queen size bed and one single bed
haha, it was like damn squeezy.
slept next to veekay and mabel
waa, veekay was damn retarded.
i accidentally kicked her then she was like 'ahsiao can you please move your leg. thankyou'
and i thought i was dreaming.
then this morning she was giving me the ghost face all.
hahah got a shock when i woke up.
reached the harbourfront interchange late
haha, then went to sentosa.
changed in the
bushes! hahahah it was damn funny.
put eyeliner and lipgloss only.
danced like shit la please.
hahaa, wasnt that bad la. but still.
went back to harbourfront to eat and change and remove makeup
then went back to sentosa
tanned with veekay!
and omggg,
i got tanner please. :)
hahah, my shoulders arms neck all damn red now la.
:D
ohkays, got lit lesson at 830 tomorrow
then gon study after that.
ha, im done here.
gon go get the pics that we took today.
laterss.
the one week holiday is finally here
or rather, one week revision period like what jo teo said.
been waiting for the holiday for so long
and now that its finally here,
it just feels blahhhh
maybe because ive got lit lesson on monday,
and dance on tuesday, wednesday and friday
which leaves me with one free day; thursday
:/
went for the rockafellaskank concert thing at cjc yesterday with jo and mabel
cabbed home with them after syf to bathe and change all
then cabbed to cjc
where we were welcomed by mindy!
hahah.
mabel and i were just stoning throughout the thing
hah, it was quite boring at some parts la.
saw quite a few people there.
mabel stayed over
and i was like sleeping in a 'box'
didnt dare to move around in case i hit mabel
haha..
jaime, khym, nut, veekay, mabel, andrea and keisha are coming over to stay later! :)
gotta meet the poison and flair dancers at harbourfront at 845am tomorrow morning, so damn early please.
yeaa gotta go check where my graph paper went to
have i mentioned that
im sitting next to amanda now?
haha, but its all good
cos ive got dawn and stef near me
:D -grin
very sleepy now,
listening to two retards bang on their pianos
haha.
watched danceworks video
listened to their briefing
watched syf video
danced syf
had briefing with mrs zailee
danced jam
sat in canteen
walked to mabel's house with her
cabbed home.
so
tired
please.
sunday, sunday! :)
my com has mysteriously decided to fix itself once again.
soo yeah its good.
school's been good, if only for the after school bits :)
stayed back on monday, got bored after awhile cos jaime, jiayi and nicole tan werent even there. :/
ended up sitting outside the hall under the sun with majo, mabel and andrea just talking bout stuff and emptying each other's wallets and discussing about sunday soo loudly i bet everyone in the science lab heard us :)
had to stay back yesterday too, danced the jam dance! :D
omygosh, we just missed it la please. haha
discussed all the stuff for sunday and then went to eat with nutfart, jaime, khym, mabel and jo.
they're damn retarded please!
i said zhu ah ni!
they all went THANKEWW!
hahahaa. :D
i cant wait for sunday.
yay yay yay yay yay!!
:D
first, i would like to shoutout to
POISON;it doesnt matter if you guys didnt win anything yesterday. what's most important is that you guys did you bestest best and had fun on stage. you guys were good okay. and we're all so damn proud of ya'll. you guys have so many more opportunites to prove to everyone that you can do it. so chin up all of you and just keep on dancing. :)and to
chloe; my dearest darling meimei. please stop being so upset. i know you were damn disappointed that ya'll didnt make it. but i know, and YOU know that you did your best. thats what's important yes? you didnt let anyone down. please believe that. ilu babe. *smuckss
whoaaaa.
im in love
click hereit cant get any sexier than this.
why on earth did i buy my pink e800c.
hahaa.
group two's at suntec now!
preparing for danceworks.
theyre performing at about 2, and i cant make it down today :(
aye,
DO YOUR BEST okay darlings? :)
woke up damn early yesterday
went down to kallang theatre for syf practice
it was just..
horrendousterribletiringdrainingwaaa. zaki was quite.. fierce. dont know la
the blockings were all screwed up
and the stage is
twice the size of the dance studio
just travelling from one end of the stage to the other end makes me damn tired already. and we still gotta
dance on top of that
blahhhhh.
lydia's mom fetched us to suntec
and we reached there in record time;
5 mins!
my goodness me
we were running to the tropics atrium la
went backstage, met all the poison people
sat right in front of the stage
they were the first to perform and wa, they were seriously so much better than in school! :D
the rest of the performances were so-so la. quite
errrr. :/
left after our school cheer, which was the last
left town at about seven plus
took pics in the photobooth! :))
chinese test tomorrow
dont know why, dont call me a freak
but im damn excited!
cos its the first time im gon take the express test thing.
HAHA.
im seriously damn bored.
im alone at home!
as in, all alone.
my maid isnt even at home.
I WANT TO GO FOR DANCEWORKS NOW DAMNIT! :(
AHHH GIRLFRIEND GOT THE GREEN IPOD MINI!
we got the same taste la aye girlfriend?
haha, dont know if i should get the u2 one.
im gon get a new digicam!
yayy.
so get back, back, back to where we lastedjust like i imaginei could never feel this wayso get back, back, back to the disastermy heart's beating fasterholding on to feel the same
you're my wrong kind of right :)was sleeping throughout the first two periods
mrs alex didnt come again
gon go to 4/3 for express chinese from now on
test on monday! stress please.
bio prac after school
i acidentally swallowed a bit of bicarbonate indicator!
hahaha. :/
watched group 1 and 2's sneak preview after prac.
then rushed for syf after that
wa, dont think ive ever been this tired after syf before
especially since we ended at 415 today.
zaki let us off early cos we've got 4 hour training at kallang theatre tomorrow, from 845 to 1pm, then gon be rushing down to suntec with the dancers for danceworks!
that reminds me.
here's a msg going out to
group one; poison(?)
helloo you guys. i know yall have been hearing the same thing since God-knows-when, but i just wanna say GOOD LUCK for tomorrow, especially since we syf-ers wont be there to help you with makeup, and wish yall luck before you go up on stage. hopefully by the time we reach there it wont be too late.
PLEASE dont forget your steps and
most importantly do
NOT touch your hair/arrange your costume/talk and laugh on stage okay?! haha, last but not least just wanna tell you all that although winning is important, going up there and knowing you did your ultimate best is more important. i love you guys yea? my lil juniors + majooo :) haha. *bigg hug and kisss
although we're not even performing tomorrow, i still feel damn nervous for them.
ha, WHY DIDNT MRS ZAILEE LET US DO DANCEWORKS?! :(
hellooo.
im in school now.
hahah.
supposed to be doing geog project.
but everyone's just slacking la.
obviouslyyy.
mabel went for adventure camp already!
i know she's gon miss me.
:)
walked up st mike's hill just for her this morning
met her and jo at the canteen
to pass stuff to them.
girlfriend wants me to blogg about her.
TERRI TAN ROCKS! :D
geog is damn stupiddd la.
typing out some stupid figures and doing some map
blahhh.
haha, dance later!
:)
blogg another day.
ill give you all the love i have with all my might
how could you lead me on
and not let me stay around
oh oh oh after the love has gone
what used to be right is wrongthis issue is just. strange.
id rather you not hide it. if you are.
but well, whatever.
saw miss tjl at parkway today.
i didnt see her at first.
she smiled at my mom :/
hahh.
EXPRESS CHINESE RESULTS TOMORROW.blahhhhhhhhhhh.
back from sa camp!
went to school with jacinta
my bag was damn big larh!
okay fine jo's bag.
i like!
anyways walked to st raphs from st mikes
went up to veekay's class, walked all the way to st mikes to find miss claire liem to get her to sign the cca record thing for green house cheer.
asked her if we could not do this year's cheer comp for sports day.
she said if you all dont want to then never mind la.
hah! now then she say.
but ahhh maybe i should just do it. last year anway.
went to mabel's class at st gabs
that smart girl wasnt there :/
back to st raphs for assembly.
wa, early morning workout or what?!
briefing by mrs matthews
off to holland road!
some missionary place. cant remember what it was called.
went there, made the bed, etc etc. checked out the place
then had session ; some t-shirt thing.
then break. stoned around for an hour?
just talking and messaging.
another session. on the photo describing thing
and yea things got rather emotional
although i didnt cry :/
but yea
learnt so much more bout the class. :)
then lunch after that, then another session.
discussed the problems in the class all
i must say i was rather annoyed la
the way we were discussing it
and i dont think we came up with any solution actually
but things were slightly better la
mass after that. waaa. the music was like screwed :(
mr chan was laughing at jacinta la!
haha but i played spirit wings with stef with hardly any mistakes.
then the priest told us ghost stories!
had one hour plus to bathe and eat
but we just had dinner then went back to the room to chill.
back to the activities room at 8.
no games! the games com ahhhh.
had
FREE TIME for the rest of the night
wrote lil notes to the others
talked to girlfriend, veekay! :D
then jo and mabel till my batt was left with 1 bar
used like 3 bars of jacinta's batt
while the rest were playing cards all
then put down.
told ghost stories with jeannine, jazryl, dawn, jen, jacinta, stef, denise and laura
wa i swear jeannine is damn freaky.
haha ended up talking bout our parents and stuff.
three beds for me and stef
stupid jacinta went to the other bed
haha. stef was talking to zeteng and she passed me tha phone. damn funny larh the both of them. hahhs.
roshini came in trying to act like a ghost.
went to sleep.
woke up when i heard punitha saying 'eh borrow beverley's slippers la.'
i straight away sat up
cus she was about to wear my gallaz ones.
haha then went back to sleep.
miss shanthi is damn retarded please.
cus me, stef, jacinta, dawn, jaz, jen and jeannine were the last ones left sleeping la
she came inside the room and started playing her retarded ringtones to wake us up.
HAHA.
went for breakfast, had another session, did the class banner, went to pack up
revealed our angel mortal thingg!
my angel was dina, and mortal was clarissa.
HAHA. gave them the nice heart sweet thing.
then took a ton of pics
and then we left.
cabbed down to hdb hub with feline, nicole and jacinta
went to meet jaime, lyn, andrea and mabel with jacinta
watched the danceworks groups practice for awhile
then jaime and lyn left
and the rest of us went for lunch at macs.
keisha came after awhile, then jo and mitch.
omggg. can i please tell you what she was wearing la.
HAHAH. okay forget it.
watched the schools perform..
serangoon jc, SAJC, CJC, nanyang poly, etc etc.
SA was quite good
corinne was damn damn DAMN cute la! :D
hahah and roxanne, jeanette, andrea and sam were performing also.
they got the theme all la. quite cool. yupps
CJ was also quite good
although i dont know what their theme was
but i like their costumes! so coolshit please.
and their dance. the hiphop.
damn style. thankyouverymuch. :D
i wanna go either CJ or SA now.
har har.
andddd nanyang poly was damn frikkin
good la.
OMGGGGG.
EYECANDY PLEASE.
hahahah. :D :D
left with jacinta, mabel and jo before the cheer thing started
mabel came to my house
and she used the com to do her stupid project :/
can you just imagine how bored i was
plus the fact that i didnt get enough sleep
finally! went to the room
where mabel lee may the idiot refused to let me go to sleep
stood at the foot of the bed staring at me
lying beside me; staring at me
using the bolster to
suffocate me
abuse la i tell you.
then she went home.
and here i am! :)
okay this entry is
damn long.
gon upload all the pics now.
all the 4/8 people, send me the pics!
go to the 4/8 blogg.
cant cant cant wait till next weekend larh!
gon be so fun :D
haha okay bye.
everybody is livin' it up
all the fellas keep lookin at us cause
me and my girls on the floor like, what
while the DJ keeps on spinning the cut
today was a super slack day.
catechism in the hall, had stations
double geog after that
brenda wan didnt come
had to do some mindmap thing
did abit then yea talked to girlfriend
played with glue!
yall should go try putting glue on your hand, wait for it to dry, then peel it off.
haha, its damn fun! :)
double english, did summary
AND i failed compre for the first fakking time
blahhhhh
luckily she's taking the 20/25 one.
recess! went to st mikes with kyna, girlfriend and mich
went off to talk to mabel
talked damn alot and ended up walking back with her
jo told us a 'story' and ran off halfway. :/
double lit, jo teo didnt come
had to do unseen prose but yea nobody did la please.
played the keyboard with them
practiced for self awareness mass
learnt how to play the romantic song!
i think its 'right here waiting'
hahah played it for girlfriend :)
and she's damn sweet la!
i think she's gon get me a present or something
after learning from
someone hahahah
checked the o level subjects thing during cme
then miss chow brought us down to the careers room to watch a show on honour killings.
in pakistan, when men think their wives are being unfaithful they'll either abuse their wives, or kill them. like what the hell?
there was this guy who saw his wife either talking to/near some other guy and he just chopped off her nose, ears, and dug out her eyeballs. and she managed to survive.
)(*&#%)(#&% wtf?
dance after school
wrote the cca record thing
they were having the student leaders investiture thing
andddd i saw avril hong and cheryl from church
zaki didnt come today.
so after dance i was with majo and all
then avril was talking to majo
so i just talked to cheryl about church stuff all
and guess what my yan jing tang was supposed to come today please!
OMGG
-hyperventilates and faints.
life is so unfair please.
HAHAHAH.
jo's mabel's and my code ; 2030/0830!
hahah retarded mabel thought of it.
dont really wanna go for camp :(
ill be missing dance!
anddd sa's danceworks.
blahhh.
okay gon pack for camp now before they call
blogg another day!
we can dance slow whichever way the beat drop our bodies will go
okay so im a retard.
i thought my com was down but its working fine. :/
harhar.
went out on sat
sa funfair (blahhh)
watched sheryl and terri play pool
lunched at sakae
met yiyang and weiloong
then the liangjie and his friend
then mr nice zara shirt guy
sat at nydc
then left with clar to meet aaron!
haha :)
this week of school has been good :)
especially because of MISS DAWNNNN LEE.
she got me THE nice puma wallet
and today, she gave me pink butterfly stickers!
like how sweet can she get please. :D
dont say i only love you when you give me things okay
cos the butterfly thing just made my day la :)
hees I LOVE YOU DAWN!
oh oh oh and i slapped jo damn hard
oops. sorry!
cus she kept annoying me larh. blahhh.
and im a happy girl today
cus tomorrow's periods are slack, we dont have anymore tests
and friday's self awareness camp! :)
we're gon get our class tees tomorrow.
hope it turns out fine.
SORRY i couldnt go with you today okay dawn. :(
just talked to mabel for over an hour :)
i love my meimei!
mmm and other things have been good too
so far i hope.. :)
blogg after self awareness!
pretty baby, don' you leave me
i have been saving smiles for you
pretty baby, why cant you see
you're the one that i belong toill be the embrace that keeps you warm
for you're the sun that breaks the storm
ill be alright and ill sleep sound
as long as you keep comin
why cant you hold me and never let go
when you touch me, it is me that you own
pretty baby, oh the place that you hold in my heart
would you break it apart again, oh pretty baby
1] name : beverley
2] nickname : bev, beviee
3] D.O.B : 280589
4] race : chinese
5] religion : catholic
6] birth place : singapore, gleneagles
7] current school : chij secondary [toapayoh]
8] cca : DANCE!
9] fav. subject : english, lit, ss
10] fav. male actor : pierre png, kui jien, ananda everingham, qi yuwu :)
11] fav. female actress : jennifer aniston.
12] fav. singer : nelly
13] fav. band : dont have a favourite
14] fav. movie : HONEY, centerstage, bring it on, angela's ashes, shutter, etc.
15] last movie seen : national treasure? i cant remember.
16] last song heard : unwritten, natasha bedingfield
17] last show seen : the 9oclock show on channel 8 last night
18] fav. numbers : 8, 28
19] fav. sports : cheerleading? netball i guess.
20] fav. sportsman/woman : jennifer capriati
21] fav. colour : black, white, pink, brown, green
22] fav. brand : no favourites
23] last 4 digit of hp no : 5484
24] no. of siblings : 2
25] fav. fast food resturants: long johns?
26] right or left handed : right
27] height : about 162cm.
28] statistics : ?
29] no. of piercing : four
30] fav. cartoon character : SPONGEBOB :D
31] fav. ice cream flavour : cookie dough, vanilla
32] fav. food : dont know? soupp.
33] fav. season : summer, winter
35] handphone model : MY PHONE! PINK samsung e800c :D
36] fav. place to holiday : hawaii
37] fav. days : friday, saturday
38] fav. months : november
39] fav .years : dont know?
40] fav. time : schooltime! for now :/ and dance time. :)
41] occupation : student
42] future occupation : dont know. :/
43] fav. radio station : perfect10
44] where do you live : parry ave.
45] your wallet brand : puma
46] your shoes brand : converse
47] your slippers brand : gallaz
48] color of your bedroom walls : white for now
49] last person you talked to : khym duzzy
50] last person you called : mabel
51] last person you sms : jo (that was yesterday)
52] last person you mms: uh my email acc!
53] do you have a crush on somebody : blank.
54] how much do you think of that person: :/
55] tell that person you like her/ him : huh?
56] whats the date today : 230205
57] whats the time now : 819pm
58] whats the day today : wednesday!
:D im happy today. my internet's down. :/ using my phone to blogg again. i think LL cool J is damn hot! dont know which is the enter button. blah. Blogg another day.
wa so cool ah. im using my phone to blogg!
its early in the morning
and my heart is really lonely
just thinkin bout you babygots me twisted in the headand i dont know how to take it
but its driving me so crazyi dont know if its right
im tossing turning in my bed
its 5 o clock in the morning
and i still cant sleep
thinkin bout your beauty it makes me weep
im feeling hopeless at home
i dont know what to do
i think im in lovebaby...
amor, no es amor (if this aint love)
then what am i feelingwhat am i doing wrong
amor, no es amor (if this aint love)
its just an illusion that i have in my heart
now i know youre not my lady but im tryin to make this right
i dont know what to do
im going out of my mind
so baby if u let me kick it wit ya then well maybe we could ride together
we could do this all nite now
i dont care if you got a man
baby i wish youd understand
cus i know he cant love you right, quite like i can
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY ! :)
everybody was just so damn sweet la
special thanks to mich, ash, girlfriend, kyna, jacinta, stef, veekay, cassandra, mabel, jen, dawn, majo, vanessa toh, januari, mings, lydia, andrea, fiona, and all those that i missed out
iloveyou all :)
got alot of the food stuff, brownies, cakes, cookies
and mich! the cat that you gave me is so retarded.
girlfriend's card to me was full of rubbish :D
and kyna hunn* was soo sweet larh.
the flower that cassandra gave died really quickly :(
haha, recess was so funny!!
cassandra came back to school, she gave us flowers
and she gave mabel one too. :D
then her friends were like who's it from?
"cassandra tioh!" everyone was like oohhh.
then she gave cass a heart lollipop!
lolllls. so funny la.
HAHA, sorry meimei! :D
and just let me describe to you the scene where mich, girlfriend and i were standing in front of kyna presenting her present [a whole brownie baked by us and i did the icing :D] and kyna was so touched la.
obviously! and she was so ji dong she was kissing the whiteboard
then we lifted the box cover
she just grabbed us started hugging us
then she gave me a kiss! :)
hahaha. spastic la that one.
and and i got girlfriend the pink projectshop wallet
i want it larh damnit!
haha, and mich the total bitch lip balm
cus "you always peel your lips and youre a bitch!"
hehee :D
and and and stef gave me the best present larh!
[no, not the chocolate and card :D]
and have i mentioned that miss leo teng ming is so corny!
she gave me a ring lollipop thing
and she said, "keep the ring forever k? its a sign of our friendship and btw, its plastic"
HAHAHAH.
my goodness me.
i cant bear to eat all the food :(
i shall go take pics of my presents now!
hahaa.
ah ah ah i love valentine's days in ij! :D
but it would have been better with you around :)
i need a soldier that ain't scared to stand up for me
hellooo
at mich's house now typing out her stupid speech while ash is dictating and terri stoning
hurhur
went to town just now, met girlfriend
she made me carry some pink cellophane paper
idiotttt
bought presents for everyone already! :)
blogg later
i see you looking at me like i got what you need
had dance at eight again
did stretching
ran 6 rounds round the bball courts, and walked 1 round
then went inside, practiced syf till we died
wa, doing the whole dance
CAN DIE LARH !
so little people, so many parts...
waited for ming, mabel and kyna to finish up the danceworks thing
decided to leave for andrea's house with lydia, jaime and khym first
went there, played with the cooool sofa. :)
haha, i like!
after awhile the rest came
just ate those new year things and watched nickelodeon [sp?], disney and mtv
THEN we discovered during lunch that disney was showing
THE LION KING :D
omgg, the show was damn nice kay. hahah we were all just glued there watching
haha. so sweeeeet :)
went off after that
got presents for jacinta and ash
and that leaves stef, terri, mich and mabel !
i thinkkkk.
have i mentioned that i love stefanie michaela tang xiu hua?
she got something for me
as in not a present, something else
harhar :D
i miss you
climb on top, ride like you in the rodeo
im a happy girl today! :)
during accounts, jacinta and i were laughing about the ass thing then mrs siau was like some of you keep laughing, not even paying attention! oops :/
had practical after school, then dance
zaki came today
finished the whole syf, i think
he blocked me again. :( damn tired you know!
left at 520 to go home
bathed, changed then went to church for ash wednesday mass
there were so many people la.
i saw ------ and i pinched jacinta, HAHA
damnnnn happyy! -grins
went to sit downstairs after mass for stations :)
ahhhhhhhhh.
happy yet sad at the same time :(
what is WRONG with me.
you made my day super duperly wonderful :))I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with meYou might think I don't look
But deep inside the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to youIm weak, it's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?Cause my heart keeps falling faster
Tell her you think she's cool.
Tell her why you think she's so cool.
Talk to her in movie theatres.
Hold her hand and skip.
Hold her hand and run.
Just hold her hand.
Let her pay if she wants to.
Introduce her to your friends as the coolest girl you know.Sit in the park and talk to her.
Just talk to her.
Take her to the library.
Take her anywhere.
Tell her dirty jokes.
Tell her happy stories.
Tell her sad stories.
Tell her your stories.
Tell her anything.Tell her stupid jokes.
Write poems about her.
Just walk with her.
Throw pebbles at her window.
When she starts swearing at you,
tell her you love her.
Take her to shows of bands shes never heard of.
Hold her hand in the mosh pit.
Let her fall asleep in your arms.
Call her.
Call her back if she calls you.
Sing to her, no matter how bad you are.
Carve your names into a tree.
Get her mad, then kiss her.
Go see her band play even if they really suck and tell her they were great.
Give her space if she needs it.
Stay up with her all night when shes sick.
Make up pet names for her but cool ones not sappy ones.
Write on her.
Write about her.
Make her mixtapes.
Write her letters.
Take her to cool shops and let her take you to even cooler ones.
Just hang out with her.
Listen to all the bands she mentions.
Dont tell her that her favorite bands suck.
When shes sad, hang out with her or stay on the phone with her, even if shes not saying anything.
Buy her ice cream.
Let her take all the photos of you she wants.
Look into her eyes.
Slow dance with her even if the music is fast.
Tell her a secret.
Kiss her in the rain.Just kiss her.Trust her.
Love her.Be yourself around her.Cherish her.
and
when you fall in love with her, tell her.
:)
i am bottled, fizzy water and you are shaking me up
went for 10am mass
jacinta went for 8am mass and guess who was sitting in front of her
PIERRE PNG !
omggggg. -faints
saw damn alot of people during mass
mitch was there also ?
haha.
i am so boreddddddd.
blahh.
J---- makes girlfriend's world go round
i make her world go rounder
and she makes the world go heart shaped :)
just remember who played who first, yea
just got back from town
ha, im damn tired. :/
chinese new year celebrations in school today
sitting on the road sucks !
realised itll be our last cny in ij. :/
the 'best' part was the inter-house lion dance competition
wa, jo goh plays the drums damn well please.
and mr chan ! oh my goodness me.
he's surprisingly quite good
he's gon get bad luck during cny, he still owes jacinta $30 !
isabel was entertaining me throughout :)
she's so funny.
haha,
i love my cutesterr !
went down town with girlfriend, mich, clar*mei and jacinta
watching tv in the bus, HAHA
ate at cine cartel
then went up to bk with girlfriend and clar
to sell wilson chocomania voucher and collect whatever from jonas
like seven of their friends were there, damn deadd.
MABEL was there !
she said z***** was cute.
erhhhhhh okayy haha
jonas was damn funny ! he wanted to buy the chocomania voucher with $2.
HAHHAA.
sat there for quite awhile
ME AND GIRLFRIEND ACCOMPLISHED A TASK :D
harhar. right girlfriend ?
clarissa was getting high on i dont know what ?
walked to wisma, SAW J***N
my goodness me girlfriend was cheating on me la.
fakking hell, that stupidd girl. hahha spying on J****
walked back and forth from cine to taka side.
sucks la please. :/
couldnt find j**** so we sat at rocky masters hoping to spot him
HAHA stupid girlfriend.
finally saw him outside taka.
stupid spy la eh girlfriend?
leonard came !
he gave me water :D
i love daddyy :D
mr tan was walking around cine
haha :) then saw him at wisma
told him to come to coffee club but we left
AND im damn sad today la. :(
jacinta, girlfriend and mich should know why
SUCKS la sucks. :((((((
ive got NOTHING to do for chinese new year
cos i dont celebrate it :/
going to my uncle's house for dinner though
ughhh i dont like socialising.
HAHA
oh my shittttt
forgot to go see miss liem today.
about cheerleading :/
YES, we either choreograph and be in it, or just choreograph
like HELLLOOOO ?
ahhh, whatever la !
this is a .44 caliber love letter straight from the heart
i love my girlfriend truckloads ! :)
happy now girlfriend ?
dont say i never blogg about you.
mr chan is so funny okay.
jacinta asked him for one more mark for practical and he started shouting.
psychotic or what ?
mr chan : i want you all to hand in the graph tomorrow
everyone : but its a half dayyyy !
mr chan : i dont care. cannot owe over chinese new year, bad luck !
jacinta : you owe me $30
HAHAHA :D
sec one dance auditions today
saw soniajie's sister
gladys, and this valerie girl
who knew my name and said ooh you have two earholes
harhar. hilarious.
went to the hall to practice syf
danceworks people were there
ended up helping joanne clean up group 2's steps
going out with mich tomorrow after school i guess
we end at 1030.
gon get valentines day presents
esp for girlfriend the idiot who insists that i must get her a present
cos its our anniversary ! :D
kyna ; xiaohunhun* cheer up okay ? i dont like to see you cry. now you know how much i love you la, i finished that weird sweet jellyish thing that you gave me kay :) sorry about tomorrow, go out and have fun with bernie and all yea ? and im going to your house. one of these days. and NO im not telling you what we're getting you for valentines day ;)
heaven knows, im head over heels and it shows
ran two rounds round the school
did stretching, splits and all
practiced syf like a million times
once with hair down
jenna came back :)
watched her dance
whoaa.
watched group 2 practice
then went to sonata
walked around with mabel
she went high on long johns, haha
took a pic at the instant photo booth at somerset mrt
haha, it was damn squishy inside :/
came home, slept frm 3 to 630
and im still sleepy now.
830 mass tomorrow
off to watch simple life!
rock it dont stop it everybody get on the floor
hello there !
ALL SYFERS WHO WANT GREEK SANDALS
mabel and i are going down to sonata tomorrow, so whoever wants them bring $38 and come with us. i do not want to collect money from you all and buy the shoes for you.
we had spot check yesterday
yes,
finally our turn
i didnt get caught
hahahahahha :D
mag low was like, you're fine. okay go.
had dance yesterday
was damn tired after that
and the 7 count thing started already
what the hell la eh chee wei !
zaki didnt come for dance today
practiced in the dance studio, canteen stage, canteen floor, basketball court and back to the dance studio. :/
my body is aching like crap
dont know why, this is the first time in about a month
ha.
and all the feelings i thought were gone
came rushing back to me at once
tried to smile and hide the way i felt
but i was thinking to myself
truth is, i never got over you
truth is, wish i was standing in her shoes
truth is, and when its all said and done
guess im still in love with You.
truth is, i never should have let you go
truth is, and its killing me cos now i know
truth is, and when its all said and done
guess im still in love with You.
you wont cry for my absence
im already into the holiday mood :/
had the chinese test today
full paper and the li jie wen da and zhong he tian kong was like a total foreign language to me. uhhhh. okayy.
three more days of school before half day on tuesday
at least there's dance :)
have i mentioned i got my pink samsung e800c :D
been downloading ringtones, haha.
so in love with nelly - and they say :D
im weak and ive gone hazy
im crazy for that lady
shes chic but shes not shady
sophisticaded lady
and she makes me feel good
shes so fine.
i should stop thinking of you like, 24/7.
happy birthday :)
is it someone missing me
went far east to get the class tee done with dawn, jen, stef and jacinta
after over an hour of shall we say, disagreements, with whoever whatever. ha, talk to my hand la please.
anyway i think our design is shit cool. :)
ah, just screw it la.
found out something i dont really wanna know.
:(
screw it la.
14feb. our ONE YEAR anniversary.
haha. i love my girlfriend.
hear that you shithead.
i thought we were supposed to conference.
call me now and stop studying.
and i aint givin up till i get that gangsta love
i havent blogged in a superr long time. a week and three days ! ha, had phototaking, dance and class last week. the dance one was errrrr. :/ didnt have school on friday, went out with jen dawn jacinta stef jerlyn seshaa and met bernie halfway. watched SHALL WE DANCE? :D and cant remember what else. saw quite a few people in town. like regina. who slapped me so hard on my back thankyouverymuch.
mabel khym and andrea stayed over on friday night, and veekay jaime khym mabel came over after dance on satuday. hahah well all i can say is they made me sleep on the floor. idiots!
had syf pair thing with jaime on mon, while the rest of the danceworks people just stared at us. i was actually FREE on tues and wed, had syf yesterday and today and i finally exited. thank you very much ar zaki. :D OH and the perth wildcat dancers came to our school to give the cheerleaders some workshop or something. and they danced for us and they were OH SO FAKKING GOOD. they got da style man. -faints.
just got back from the indoor stadium.. went to watch the PERTH WILDCATS basketball game. but the main highlight was the wildcat dancers la. :) i mean, that was the reason why we rushed all the way down please. cabbed down with veekay mabel lyds kyna andrea to the indoor stadium after dance which was like 530, and by the time the thing started it was like 8. me and mabel were falling asleep. and while everyone was shouting defence, vk was saying ahsiao. ahsiao. hahahahha. mabel saw HER HOTTIE and when he came we started screaming. like okay. mabel was like aiyo. why they wanna talk to the ah bengs when got ang mohs there ! hahah. shes damn retarded. ANYWAY i left before the match ended sooo i hope the wildcats win man ! what stupid sydney kings the purple yellow team. yucksss. anyhoo, it was quite fun so yeah. THE WILDCAT DANCERS ROCK. full stop. http://wildcats.com.au/ :D
got persuaded into joining cheerleading again for sports day so yeah, i hope we get a new uniform ! :D
oh yeah, im gon get the limited edition pink samsung e800c ! :D
we've got a photo shoot cant concentrate my mind is roamin'
just back from dance fundamentals
too tired to do any work so just decided to come blog for a bit
first things first
i bought a new pinafore.
and its fakking
long
LONG LONG LONG. :/
and no less than 10 people noticed it sooo whatever please.
arghhh its like shit i swear.
i love the panasonic camera mitch brought today !
except that its blue. but anyway
we were teasing mabel about
somebody
yi er san si wu liu qi
c*s*a*d*a wo ai niii !
HAHAHAH. :D
the half black soles were actually like SOCKS
no wonder it cost $1.50 hahahah
its good for turning though :)
alot, and i repeat ALOT of people turned up for dance fundamentals today. cheerleaders, dancers all
and the dance studio was super packed
it was basically a MESS
and i dont know what i learnt today
probably
nothing ?
schools fine
phototaking's tomorrow and im gon look like shit
BAH.
mrs alex's lessons rock ! i love english :D
and the rest is just a bore.
-yawn.
now you got to show these folks how you put your thing down Jazzy
sec one orientation yesterday.
went to school at 745am in the morning and the whole band was there already, the cheerleaders etc. madness :/
tried to finish up all the unfinished parts of the dance eg. syf especially.
then practiced or at least, tried to. the band was making a hell of a noise. well they were just playing but it was damn loud and drowned out our music. how to practice ? haha.
anyway got the syf part settled and then went to change and all.
we looked quite good in all black :)
the first time we performed it was TERRIBLE.
we couldnt hear the music cos the guy made it damn soft at the front and we didnt know when to start and me and lydia were
early for one part and everyone was crashing into each other.
YUCK.
mrs low actually told mrs zailee the dance was very well put together.
the worst part was that clara nguyen and amanda something ( ex dance seniors ) came down to watch..
and we were horrible ! *(&#)*$&# hahaha. oh well.
the second time was
DAMN GOOD.
georgy taped us and the syf was damn synchronised. :D
yay. we should let zaki see it. hahaha.
the sec ones this time were
damn enthu !
they were clapping and screaming their lungs out. wow.
watched red cross, rgym, band, cheerleading
hahah mich was damn funny. me and vk were waving to her and she was trying hard to keep a straight face but FAILED. then me vk and kyna shouted go leonard ! at the end. :D hehee.
went for lunch with vk mabel keisha jaime nat birdee and andrea ( dragon ) after that. andrea ( wong ) couldnt go and all.. :( anyway i bought my wrapper from topshop to wrap my english journal ! ha wonder what mrs alex will say. anyway, they ate churros and i tried it for the
first time. yes. hahah. :/
and this morning a
particular person just pissed me off big time.
at least we have another holiday on friday.
a long weekend :)
i forgot to mention that during lit, jo teo suddenly asked us to close our eyes and listen to the breeze HAHAH that was funny. and im in charge of the noticeboard. so yeah ALL YOU NOTICEBOARD PEOPLE go think of ideas and all that stuff yeah!
got so many things to do before tmr
discuss the dance schedule thing with jaime,
gotta pass it up to mrs zailee tmr
english journal, wrap and write in it
get back my diary from mabel
i want to cut my hair
but that someone probably will come up with some excuse
to GET BACK at me for not going to that preview shit.
like, whatever la okay.
i cant believe you can just act like nothing happened. omg. your hypocrisy scares me. and i still have to see you almost everyday. grrrr.
thats right
put your pom-poms down
getting everybody fired up
im feeling good right now
well, kinda
just sitting down blogging and listening to music
like finally i get a chance to relax please.
this week has been filled with dance dance and
MORE DANCE.
monday
nothing much happened. had 'meeting' with kyna and mabel during recess. sat on the stairs like we were crazy. hahah. skipped dance cos i found out about it after school. :/
tuesday
had
dance fundamentals after school. wa, i tell you the guy andrew's exercises and stretching all looks damn easy peasy, but when you do it its like fakking pain please. kick here and there stretch all flowy flowy slow stuff. quite cool and damn fun. :D but painful. stayed back till 6 plus for orientation practice after that. i dont know what we did though. nothing ?
wednesday
orientation practice from 3-5. had danceworks meeting, ended up watching danceworks 2004 video till almost 4 with all the people who sucessfully got into danceworks all. me kyna mabel jaime nat were laughing and screaming then the rest all stoning. :/ but anyway again i dont know what we did for orientation.. hahaha. :P oh yea we went to the stage to practice. THE STAGE IS SO FILTHY. yucks. went back with chloe. didnt let her leave haha then rushed home for tuition. cabbed and then my teacher was even later than me. (*&#*$#&%
thursday
dance after school. FINALLY syf. zaki came all then did more blocking. changed alot of stuff blocking with lyn all and yea i dont know why zaki was laughing at me.. blah. i have to run
alot. and i think the steps formations all are sososososo damn cool stuff la. :D
today!
syf again after school. got the danceworks trophies from outside the general office first with mabel and nattay and i think we nearly
dropped them la. haha got the mr francis guy to help us after that. rushed to the dance studio cos when we passed the guys toilet we smelt zaki. HAHAHAHAH. :D did clean up of steps then
MORE blocking and damnit, for the whole dance now i have approximately 2 eights ( or more/less )
OFF stage. by the end of practice i was practically gasping for air. and the line part im just squashed against the wall please. i dunno whats so funny everyone was laughing at me. hahah whatever please. then had half hour of orientation practice and wadahell, i still dont know what we're doing ?! some crap and we havent practiced together at all. syf and hiphop i mean. and im not doing hiphop cos err i dunno why teng ming said so. ha we're so screwed for tmr.
and oh im taking jaime to help her clean up all :) syfers dont hafta go for dance fundamentals anymore :( but its optional ! ha cool.
i want to join danceworks damnit. !
the illers hiphop group thing joined funkamania. so funkydunky right ?! omg i wanna go on sunday.
NOW you know what i mean when i say my life is all about dance. all i can blog about is DANCE ! cant remember anything else. hahaha.
OHHHH. mr chan said mrs siau, the priest and him are going for self-awareness with us. then tricia i think asked him why not miss yap. he said why should she go. then she said you like her right ?! HAHAHA. then today miss yap was like if i go with your class ill be missing 3 fridays. i said you rather miss lessons or mr chan. HAHHAA, whatever
do ya thang like there aint nothin to it
shake sh sh shake that ass girl
went to school at 8am for dance banner painting
so fakking early !
lyds bought black and red cloth.
so we painted ij dance ensemble on the black one
and wu in chinese on the red one.
i wrote the wu okay ! :)
i like that banner. so oriental.
the cheerleaders came too. they were doing some posters i think.
then went to the dance studio to look at the
red cross dance.
i bloody hell didnt know that their auditions were
today please. anyway miss yap was there too. and she was err quite funny. anyway brushed up the last bit and i think theyre gonna do well today.
GOOD LUCK ! :D and if yall dont get it dont blame me kayy. hahha. and somebody please let me know if yall got in or not.
went back to the hall and discussed sec one orientation performance stuff with kyna mings all. then came back for tuition.
going out for dinner later
gon' go find the songs for mixing now.
to Nat: i did your layout already. email me your username and all or something yea ? toxicityy_@hotmail.com
funky fresh dressed to impress ready to party
wow im back. and i survived school/dance with zaki. :)
my form teacher is MR CHAN.
eng - mrs alex !
emath - miss yap
phys - mr chan
bio - mrs chu
accounts - mrs siau
lit - miss jo teo
geog - miss brenda wan
ss - mr ng
higher chi - cheng wei !
so the teachers are mostly all good :) esp eng and chi, eng is just damn ! with mrs alex speaking oh so properly and telling us funny things and reading stories to us :D and i swear, i have never EVER seen anyone keep quiet and listen the way we do now with cheng wei, this is amazing shit. i mean with julie leong it was like a competition to see who could talk louder..
i
hate HATE hate HATE assembly at st raphaels. mag low is just standing there staring at all our uniforms and stuff and it sucks please. every morning i get a heart attack all over again.. got caught
4 times for my pinafore on tues. ah, whatever.
had this long and boring talk about gratitude, the ij heartbeat yadayada on the very first day. *#&(*# mr chan elected the class comm, i am not the secretary anymore, thank God for that but
i am still in the bloody comm :/
had a chi test on the whole higher chi jing du ben and I PASSED :D had physics revision test on wed and i screwed that up but heck.
and by the way I AM VERY HAPPY FOR
MICH & LEONARD. :D
she passed me the present from leon today :) thankyou daddy !
and kyna & terri gave me shades :) love !
OMG and the highlight of the week was *drumroll* MR MUS ! he came to teach us cme cos miss chow wasnt here but omg he is damn funny please. he looks like miss shanthi and he ( an ex sji boy ) told us that all sji guys are gay and he was imitating miss shanthi's actions and all and teaching us the gay wave and telling us all sorts of stories NOT related to cme at all. he's one clown of a teacher la, he cracks us up like hell. :)
DANCE yesterday and today, zaki came both days and he finally started on blocking. i love the formations. fakking cool la.
we're gonna look so damn good :D hehheh. blocking is rather stressful though 45degress horizontal stand here move a bit left right lower. yeaps we're performing for the orientation too i think.
and stuff happens and all and wow. its two in one! hah shant elaborate further. just wanna say im so not for it but who cares about our opinions anyway. not you for sure. you dont give a shit about us.. damnit ! all lies you. and you another one. ah im just annoyed with you thats all.
just watched part one of
honey and omg, i want to dance hip hop NOW.
every dancer should watch honey and centerstage.
and realise that our standard is actually way
down there.
jessica alba is so damn hot plus she dances fakking well so wadahell.
my legs feet arms back neck all aching from dance
going up and down the stairs has become impossible
walking up and down too
sitting down and standing up too
anything to do with my legs la damnit. hahah.
to all dancers; pls come for banner painting tomorrow from 8-10 in the st mikes canteen. also bring along paintbrushes & newspapers. please pass the msg around.
all the riches baby, won't bring what your love can bring
FIRST ENTRY FOR 2005 !
and ive already broken 3 of my resolutions. :/
anyway, i had tuition in the morning yesterday.
and after that, i went shopping
leaving behind my homework at home. ack.
reached town at about 4, and there was a lot of people.
wanted to get this black jacket from topshop. but decided to wait for mommy to come with me :)
taka mng, then zara after that. crowded.
saw some filipino mag which had a big big
pretty face of someone who looked suspiciously like..
jeassea thyidor. then realised it was her ! haha so bought it. something about her exploring her showbiz options in manilla.. ANYWAY
walked all the way to wheelock zara
then pac plaza, then far east
and finally bought a billabong cap for him, a black holey belt for me and another black belt for my sister
:)
all im worried about is my PHYSICS but mellaye has thought of an excuse for me ! :D and ya know what, screw the rest of the homework ! heh heh
supposed to go for mass with ian charis all but i woke up at 830 :/
fakking hell, how am i gonna get to bed by 10 tonight and wake up by 6 tomorrow morning. i can only fall asleep after
2, which gives me a grand total of 4 hours of sleep. -___-
i still havent gotten my SCHOOL BAG, damnit where are the nice bags ! no roxy ones for me please. and my school shoes/socks, and my UNIFORM ( i dont want to get caught for uniform tomorrow please ! ) and i havent wrapped my books nor pasted my name.
i am so ready for school !
not.
THERE'S DANCE NEXT WEEK ! :D -grins
ill blog again next week, have fun at school everybody ! AND im lovin my new layout :)
i want you to know that
i miss you,I MISS YOU SO.its been two fakking weeks:(
MY RESOULTIONS
#
keep all my resolutions that i am going to make
# study for at least 1 1/2 hours everyday. if there's dance, study for at least 1 hour
# dont fail any tests next year, esp chinese & emaths
# be nicer to my parents
# go for mass every single sunday
# wash my school shoes every 2 weeks ( or at least get my maid to help hurhur )
# start reading chinese books ( ha ! )
# learn how to say no
# lose weight !
# get below 20 points for prelims
# below 15 points for os
# save more money
top 10 best things about 2004
1. the champions
2. danceworks, Jam
3.studying for the first time for the exams
4. my new phone
5. my girlfriend, mich, ash, veekay, sylvia, mabel, andrea, jaime, nutfart, majo
6. our first pay !
7. bangkok trip
8. learning to play pool
9. confirmation
10. confirmation camp
top 5 hottest guys of 2004
( okay i just had to make this list after listening to 98.7 )
1.
QI YUWU !!
2. pierre png
3. ananda everingham
4. kui jien
5. taufik batisah
actually i dont mind the coming of 2005 and school, but its the exams and homework and tests and the os that makes it dreadful, and the syf and dance trngs and all that make it all good :D
since it isnt 2005 i shall continue to procastinate and shall do my homework tmr. no im kidding !
hold hands, slow-dance while the record spins
out with nutfart, jaime and mabel today :)
it was supposed to be me, mabel and stupid chloe but as usual she was being annoying.. so yeah HAHAH :/
supposed to meet at 10 [ so early !
mng sale, HAHHA ] but we all cldnt wake up so changed it to 1030, still damn early. i slept at 2am please. was late. again ! :/ okay.
went to wisma isetan mng, saw the yellow vintage tee ! :) didnt buy cos it was erm, yellow ? hahahh there was nobody there please. probably because there isnt anything to buy. ha, then went to french connection and i saw my fcuk fairy handbag !
went to topshop and i saw the white shades girlfriend wanted so i got it for her :D and i woke her up from her sleep because i got all excited when i saw it and called her
immediately. hahahahha.
taka mng after that, spotted THE BLACK PANTS, first size i took off the rack was MY size, tried it and paid for it. :D i am happy ! then to the zara at taka, it was damn crowded and all..lunched at the usual place after that, as usual we were laughing and making alot of noise and clever mabel brought her digi-cam without the memory card inside :/ LOL. played air hockey, jaime was damn funny.
wheelock zara, shaw isetan mng and the mng beside pac plaza after that. jaime and mabel both bought the 1970 top, went to centrepoint mng, nattay got a top,
WE WENT TO ALL THE MNGS IN TOWN. wow.
went to marks and spencers cafe and
WE SAW A FAKKING CUTE BABY ! :D she is damn damn damn adorable soooo superduper cuteness please :)) played around with her and she kept smiling but in all the pics i took with my phone she didnt smile :/ but anyway, shes still sooo cute. hahahah.
got a pic of her below. theres more in my phone, but as long as i cant figure out how to use the cable thing i cant upload them, cos sending mms is not free please.hahahah.
i need to buy a school bag. i need to finish my homework asap ! and tmr might not even be staying home. bah !
this is MY cutieeepie*
youre a 6 hour drive away and i hate it
im back :)
merry christmas !
i shall update bout the trip since i have nothing better to do
thurs 2312
left at around 11 , reached KL at about 4. fell asleep on the nice king size bed then woke up to go for dinner at jln alor or something, this street with food stalls all the way. then went shopping at bukit bintang plaza , bought countless xbox games :) mom bought heels , then went back to the hotel.
fri 2412
christmas eve , had breakfast at the hotel. cabbed down to petaling street , chinatown. first thing i saw was the adidas bag , just smaller. wanted to get it but didnt cos it most definitely wont fit all my dance stuff ): bought a couple of tees :) and err fruits ? there were dior gucci lv handbags wallets caps sunglasses all didnt wanna buy cos i didnt know if they looked real or not HAHA then went back to the hotel. went shopping again after that and near my hotel theres this quiksilver/roxy shop two stories all and the roxy stuff is damn damn damn nice , cos singapore has all the eeky pink stuff whereas there is like all the funkydunky graffiti print all. cool shit la. went lot10 after that and they have topshop mango isetan guess all there. and guess what
they have the mng sale there too! 50% sale and me and cora were just going crazy but all the people there were like those ah sohs all not like singapore and just rioting and flinging clothes everywhere so it was hard to shop. but saw the brown pants and only RM30 ! wadafuck , thats like less than $15. hahaha :D and DAMNIT the french connection there is cheaper than singapore by like
quite alot ! fakking hell . daddy asked me to buy the cap and some tops but i was lazy to try hahah. walked to low yat plaza with parents and on the way got stopped by those aunties calling us in to do foot reflexology so we went in but i didnt do. hahahah :/
sat 2512
christmas day ! :) went to mid valley megamall with parents and sister and damn they have zara topshop miss selfridge mango seed dorothy perkins all please. :D mango-ed again and this time i saw black pants , RM79 which is about $30+ and its cheap cos i wanted to buy here since like 1000 years ago. :D didnt bother to look for tops cos like everyone was digging and digging.. ugh . anddddd my 7-11 is
6 hours drive away ))))):
sun 2612
woken up by zach and daddy banging on the glass window. then dad was like eh how come the glass is vibrating. must be we knock too hard. hahahaha. then suddenly we all realised
the whole damn building was shaking la ! for about a minute. that was pretty freaky but if we did die we'd all die together plus my 7-11 was across the street and i wldnt hafta take o levels and etc. HAH anyway had breakfast at hotel then left after that.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MABEL ! :D
woke up at 745AM , supposed to meet veekay and andrea at tp at 9 but by the time the three of us arrived it was 930 already :/ everytime we arrange to meet , we never never seem to be on time ! hahahah. gosh , anway it was still considered damn early so mabel please thank us for this :)
went to 7-11 to buy her cake , yes i know that was quite lame but we couldnt find coffee cake sooo we bought chocolate cheesecake instead. then there was the issue of the weird mash potato but anyway , cabbed down to her house cos we didn know how to walk there :D
went up to her house and stood at the window ( mabel mindy and marie were watching tv ) and then SUDDENLY , POOF ! all three of them ran to hide in their rooms within three seconds hahahahhahahah that was the funniest thing. cos well i dunno their clothes were too ugly or something ? LOL ! had to practically beg mabel to let us it :/ aiyoo. then ordered her to go change and all cos we were going out. her face was like *&#%*& and she kept saying 'you all very siao you know !! omg i cant believe it' so yeah it was a SURPRISE . ( she didnt know even though i kept dropping hints how stupid )
eunice came to give mabel her cam then after a while of watching lizzie mcguire we went down to town. followed vk to her dental at paragon , then went for lunch as the usual place. again ! watched national treasure and its like damn ! a fakking good show. :D hahah. after that we just wandered around and walked to far eat cos vk cleverly told us majo was there but she wasnt and she thought we wanted to look for shades. okay ?! hahah. went back after that cos my mom wanted me to pack for tmr -___- and i still havent .
ANYWAY i wanted to add that I AM MISSING THE MNG SALE TMR . wadafuck !
sooo i guess im done here , gotta go pack now. back on monday !
happy early christmas ! :D
saving all my love for you
I LOVE YOU ANDREA MABEL NUTFART AND JAIME ! :D
met them at yck mrt first , then went to jaime's house. i like ! :) her rabbit
hunnybunny ( what a funny name ! )
is so huge and its damn fat. hurhur. practiced a bit and then went to watch idol videos. had kfc for lunch and we were passing , then
throwing chickens around. hahahaha :D
reached mornington country club at 1 plus but lina still wasnt there yet so we just sat there and took photos :) then she finally came and brought us to the stage and all , then showed her our dance. sat around after that talking and looking at each other's make up bags and taking
more photos. the small ones aka nat and jaime were damn excited about changing and putting make up so , we went to change and all.. and for the
first first first time our makeup was actually
NICE. we did eyeliner and bit of glittery purple eyeshadow and a bit of blusher and mascara and sparking topaz lipstick.
:)
then took
more photos :/ hahaha some guy with the hawaiian shirt asked us to perform on christmas eve , but all of us except mabel cant so yeah , then another guy asked us to perform on new year's eve but due to some
*ahem*
unexpected findings we decided not to.. HAHAHAHA !
performed after waiting for quite long.. it was terrible la ! the audience was like so,well ,
boring but i think we were okay actually :) hahah yeah the floor was fakking slippery and nat and mabel would do wrong steps and then i would laugh and we all ended up laughing on stage but yeah anyhow i guess it was alright.. the only HAPPENING person was some woman who kept screaming for us :) only after our dance some people came up to ask where we were from and all that and said we were good , hahah thankyouverymuch ! :D and some old lady asked me where i got my pants :/
played pool after our performance ! mabel and andrea tried to teach me and all but sadly
i suck at pool :/ my balls
bounced and all hhahaha we almost lost to the two small ones but we won in the end ! :) and a couple of guys/men women/girls kept coming up to try and help us. LOL
then waited in case they wanted us to perform again but we didnt have to. watched line dancing. hurhur. then went up to find lina to collect our pay ! :D the hawaiian flower shirt guy and lina took our nos. hah ANYHOW i am really excited about errrrr our future ! hahahahha :D
went for 1045 mass today , met jacinta there and as usual sinned during mass. harhar.. and i am happy today because ... HAHAHA :D -grins
